i heard an audio record about the last breathes and the death time and im  woundering why im not afraid and why if i dont give this issue all my care ,i beleive in god and im a muslim and i love what im , but maybe im not understand it maybe i dont give it what it deserve ,and im not talking about me alone i have also some friends with the same setuaition but if there is an issue going on i love to start with my self to know whats all about  and this is somthing more importent then anything else i want to do it from all of my heart and i dont want  to do it  because of any reason maybe i dont know what s im writing down here but i think im talking about my self and i want to change that from A-Z and that makes me diffrent then the some who writing poems and some love stories ,and bla bla bla , im asking my self am i A deman or what i mean i love my god and i wish that for gods message of publish the islam around the world but i need to prove that to my self and to my god! i mean its just words im sure i will do it but there is always a chance to change , i hear this record and i almost cry and feel diffrent , its the first time , and i would like also to talk about a preson who dont know me but i have for him the immortal respect ,and what he does is kind of uniq check this link out  http://saaid.net/flash/last-breath.htm  hearing his words change my presonality and makes me diffrent and let me feel that im real muslim but how could i hold this feeling with me forever ... its a quistion which i will know the answer of it with the time and with the help from the kind people ..also there is that audio which i want to publish it ,its about death and its really touch me alot . the link is http://way2gana.net/s/index.php?act=playmaq&id=106&start=0 

this picture is showing my end and every humans end we will back to where we belong to i wish that the world islamc presidents will undertsand that they will never live forever .

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